Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Thank you Queen Latifah for giving me back my possibilities. I had a steroid shot on Friday and although the shot was not as painful this time, the recovery has been and to top that off the shot did nothing to ease my pain. To say I have been despondent about this is an understatement.
The Last Holiday with Queen Latifah was recommended over at Violette's board and I rented it last night. We are also doing a Frida swap so I rented that movie too. It turned out to be a double dose of possibility for me. I saw poor Frida's beat up body and thought I am not that bad. Look what she was able to do. The sky is the limit for me. The Last Holiday was really delightful. Sarah watched it with me and we both really loved it. Someday I am going to stay in one of those swank hotels too. Feeling like royalty for a day will be fantastic. That is going in my possibilities book.
The other thing that came to me is I am focusing too much on my bad health. Its not just my back, I have several areas that have problems and it is easy to get depressed about this. I decided it is time focus on the good and what I want. Sure my hands hurt and my back and legs etc. but I can get out of the house, I can move I can create and do so much more than I have been doing. I know that sounds like The Secret all over again. Time for reminders I imagine.
That's all I have time for now, I'll finish this later......